its been a while ~

its been a while ~

Since I married ... 3 years ago I had sooooooo bad dreams telling me dat Life will not be as wonderful as I thought .

But , Allah blessed me alot by sending me my wonderful Husband and understanding family . Yes its hard in the beginning but with the patience Allah gave to me cannot be compared as wat others had .

According to my own experince , no matter wat we do (parallel wit Islam) we just need to have Bless and Help from Allah . If we do it on our own , the possibility to fail is ther .

However it doesnt mean we failed because we dont have bless from Allah . Sometimes to give us Beautiful rainbow , Allah give us heavy rain first . But after the rain stop , we will be able to see our rainbow .

If he close one door for us He will open another door or at least window =)

Why should we nag alot and depressed for something dat is beyond our control . We're just servant . He's everything . To realize dat we're just dust for Him sometimes we need to see everything around us and learn from the other living thing .

We 've got nothing . Nothing at all in this world belong to us . Even our organ . Anything can happen for example accident . May Allah protect us .

Be thankful and grateful for wat Allah give us . . . . .

Life is just stage ~ Beautiful world is just test for us

~ Akhirat we will live forever

loneliness is tragical....

wat happen to those who still cnt find love and stay lonely forever ? sometimes i wonder . do they still searching or just giv up ? but i knw one ... she f*** other's life coz she realized she doesnt have opportunity to live like dat n envy others . how pity ...

LOVE is not hard to find ... just need right tools to use . its not physical only ! but more than dat . those who still seeking need to make comment here to make me discover more :P chow cin chow :P

nEw rEsOLutiOn????

nEw rEsOLutiOn????

shoud i have i ?

maybe :P

but if i think i shoud

i think i shoudnt :>

maybe yes ...

i)more hardworking

ii)more positive thinking n behaviour

iii)gud to my baby :>

i thank Allah for every single thing happened to me especially for sending me so perfect baby :)

i almost died yesterday coz of 1big motorcycle but Allah really save my life and maybe coz its not time for me to die yet . if i died , yesterday morning will be the last time i saw my baby boy . . . .

thanks Allah , He saved me thru my senior . she pulls me whn im about to run .

my story ends here .. for a while :)

thanx Allah for everything:)

someone take care of me :)
massage me :)
pamper me :)
do all wat i wish :) n love me alot :)
shoud i complaint ? i must be patient for small hardship coz Allah gave me greatest happiness now :)
im happy now :) thanx Allah i hope i will never forget this "always thnx Allah" :)
i really love my baby boy :)

im a wife. . . . . . to my baby:)

still cnt believe is ths true ? i married my only love ... ?yes its true but i still cnt believe it cz we had a lot of hardship before in our past time and now Allah allowed us to be happy together . help us to get rid of all our hardship :) its not easy but whn we're together shoulder by shoulder it will be easier . thanx Allah :)

my wedding ,, , ,, ,,, ,,,, ,,

im getting married !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10th of october 2009 will be my greatest day in my life :)
who knows i'll marry my love of my lifetime ? :)
i need to confirm ... 10 october 2009 !!! ok ????
plssss be there to celebrate it :)
i just cant wait now !!!!!!

hello to everyone that is me her hubby:)
this time l wanted to write something do you know if you love someone and if you believe that that is true love pls dont leave it because the real love is the only thing which can keep you alive in that harsh world:)
that is what l do always l love my wife alot and even if l die my soul will be always with her ...
l love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
much my dear wife :)
kiss you byebye see you later everyone:)

r u one of my type ???

im back.. but this time i got everything dat i wish before :) wat else i need if i got my hubby beside me and always with me ???:) thanx god to save my life and keep me alive till today i hope i wont forget u forever coz im fiayforever :)

last miss,,

theres just another 13 days left for me to chat with my hubby. oooohhhhh my god ,, why i have to do this ? :) i knw, coz i will have more than this and my patience will be paid later
its really so soon i will have my hubby in my arms and im sure it will happen no doubt Allah always help us :) but so sad to think dat i will suffer for less thn one month :) oooohhhh my baby boy ,,, why u make me fall in love with u this much ?:) i cnt bear misssssing u sooo much :) i really love my hubby ... thank you Allah for giving me such a wonderful and perfect hubby like my cute handsome naughty baby boy :)
i knw i should study now but my man keep on crossing my mind and tell me many sweet thing will happen in our future :) he got sweet mouth and i really love it . i must study now .............................................................

exam exam exam

i need oxygen now . i think too much bout exam and i need to breathe . im afraid , wat happen if i cnt have good result ? :) i want present frm my love one :) but its only if i can have good result :P

exam is just around the corner ....

its all bout exam now :) i think ..
but why im thinkin of somethin dat is more important thn my exam :) and it will change my life :) but its a secret . i cnt tell .
but im happier everytime i think of it .
babyyyy thanks .
but for now i have to think of my exam.
and pray alot to Allah so He can help me in every of my step.
Thank you Allah for all wat u gave me ...
i must study good for my exam . . . i wana have best pointer whn i graduate . for me for my hubby and also for whom love me (if thy love me)

my patient

i just need to be patient, work for a while and be happy that i have a perfect plan for my future.
i just wana live my life but why there is so many busy body people around always make it hard for me. but now i knw my way out. i just need Allah to be with me all the time and bless me with the path that i choose. im sure Allah is blessing me by sending me my perfect man :)

im smiling only whn im thinkin of my hubby:)

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my hubby :) why u make me miss u?

today i really miss mu hubby... but actually i just finished chatting with him a minutes ago. why i will miss him all the time ? i never stop thinking of him :) im sure im the luckiest wife in this world :)

Thank You Allah ...

today ,, my hubby told me something dat really make me feel soooo relief :)
i think this is the best thing happened to me today
i never knew dat there still a solution for my problem
i thought this is the hardest part of my life
and there is only one way out (the one dat i already agree)
but then ,, my beloved hubby told me something dat really make me happy
and i feel sooo lucky to have him in my life :)
thank you Allah coz send me this man as my hubby :)
Thank you Allah ... im about to cry now .. thank you Allah . .

eid mubarak. . . .

hard to tell 'em that i'm not ok when all people think that i'm ok. anybody can tell me wat i'm gona do to make people realize that i'm alive . i wonder if i'm really looks like puppet.
i did everything to make 'em realize that i can do more than just making people worried of me . thinking of how this eid can be meaningful eid for me . no matter what, now i know :) i dont need to do anything to make me happy bcoz ... i have someone special in my life that can make me happy . should i declared to 'em that i dont really need 'em ? cannot . i'm still their good girl no matter what . just my priority changed now :) my hubby thanx for being such a wonderful hubby for me :)

baby . . .

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to my hubby :)

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